I"m tired now took a new anti-anxiety and pain pill.  My arm is cold like ice.  Thank you Stormie for suggesting this blog.  You have called so many times today and my heart overflows with love for you.  My boys are back and I feel peaceful.  "It is so amazing to be loved I'll follow you to the moon and the sky above".  (In my Luther voice)

As a rest for the day I thank God for a new friend and the love of my old friends.... My cup overflows.
Julian and I lay in the cozy king size bed watching TV , tomorrow is his big birthday number 11. December 21, 1999 my day of joy, my little boy, who would have imagined he would hold my hand and help me blog.  I love you peanut.

till later hugzz